All we think about the feelings that we hide.
I’ve this habit of not opening up easily and asking people to leave because I easily get attached. I get too attached and I know people can’t handle me. From not speaking a bit I can go talking for hours about the fascinating things. I’d be irritatingly clingy of which I’m aware but I can’t handle it. I can be rude specifically when things go too far. I can be too sensitive and cold as hell in one day of which you can’t tell. But you ignored me all the way. You were actually never listening. You were obstinate and you stayed. I convinced myself it’s fine I won’t lose the game I know the rules and player as well. But suddenly one evening I was shaken because I was losing. Everything you said and did weakened me. You were enjoying and I was falling. I told myself I am giving you a chance and you knew it as well. You took the chance to doom me into hell. Jerk, I should have pushed you like I’ve always done. Because no one can handle me darling not even you.
World is so full of empty people after all.
In this universe I know I’m not for you but somewhere still I belong to you.
In one place we never met each other. You never fell that night or held my hand in museum. You never made me cry. I never hear your laughter. We didn’t screamed that night. You never waved goodbye. You never turned that cold. We lived without knowledge that we even exist. That would be the place I believe it was you.
In the other place it all happened. Your smile became the reason of my smile while your laugh rattled my bones. When you talked the world around me faded. We were fire and gasoline and we burnt so glamorously until we didn’t.I knew it happened but I wish didn’t.
Till things fall into places,
PS- All fiction. And I have this crazy fan crushing for Repressed soul aka Revti. She’s one of the most sweetest person here. Do follow her,she’s amaze.